Even after the straps were off, Alwin remained quiet, looking excessively drowsy.
This wasn’t like him at all.
Curious, Arya grabbed a large plastic bag on the table and checked the bottles of medication inside. She took out her phone and started photographing the labels.
One by one, Arya researched the ingredients online and discovered that most of the medications were potent psychotropics.
“Your meds are insane. What the hell were you diagnosed with? HEY!” Arya grabbed Alwin’s jaw and shook him. “Answer me, dude! Are you totally out of it?”
Unexpectedly, Alwin opened his eyes and stared at her. He remained silent, his gaze vacant. His mind seemed far away, as if he wasn’t truly present. It was as though this was a different Alwin.
Though just as handsome.
Arya reached out, gently caressing Alwin’s face.
Still, no reaction from him.
Arya gave a sly smile. She stood up from her chair, leaned in closer, and planted a soft kiss on Alwin’s lips.
His lips were dry and slightly cold.
She pulled back, looking at him again.
“Hm, you… taste… like medicine. Gross!” Arya made a gagging sound.
Her brow furrowed, and she stuck out her tongue in disgust. Quickly, she grabbed Alwin’s glass of water and drank it down.
“Disgusting!”
Alwin’s gaze remained blank, but the corners of his lips turned up slightly. He let out a soft, soundless laugh, just a faint expression. Seeing that, Arya raised an eyebrow.
“You’re laughing? So you’re still somewhat conscious, huh?”
Soon after, Ranti reappeared and asked Arya to help Alwin get out of bed. Arya obliged, with the help of a nurse, guiding Alwin to the hospital lobby and into the car.
While Ranti was busy handling the paperwork, Arya crouched beside Alwin, who was now seated in the backseat. She adjusted his limp hands to rest neatly on his lap, speaking as she did.
“Starting tomorrow, you’re back at the club, as agreed. Remember, I’m the one guaranteeing your freedom, at least for the next month. After that, it’s up to you. See you tomorrow, looney!” Arya grinned widely as she playfully patted Alwin’s cheek.
Teasing him just for fun.
Alwin winced, annoyed, but he couldn’t fight back.
“Alright, stop bothering him. Poor thing,” Ranti pleaded gently.
Arya straightened up, chuckling as she looked at Ranti. “Hey, I’m just taking advantage of the fact he can’t fight back, Auntie. Is he always like this after taking his meds? How many times a day?”
“Three times, but the morning dose isn’t as strong as the evening one. In the mornings and afternoons, he’s usually just a little out of it for a while.” Ranti paused, then added, “I’m counting on you to look after Alwin while he’s at the academy, alright?”
“Consider it done.” Arya nodded confidently. “Safe travels, Auntie!”
“Thanks so much, Arya!” Ranti got into the car.
Arya took one last glance at Alwin, giving him a final smile before closing the car door. The driver gave a quick honk as a farewell, to which Arya responded with a wave.
As the car drove off, Arya pulled out her phone and added Alwin’s number to a group chat. A wide, delighted grin spread across her face as she typed the first message to welcome the newest member.
“Welcome to Azari Host Club, Alwin Adiwinara!”
*
The next day
Gani tilted his head to look at the newest member of their club, currently slumped on the basecamp sofa.
The newcomer appeared pale, his head resting against the back of the couch, his arms limp, nearly grazing the floor.
His eyes were open but disturbingly vacant.
“What the hell, Arya! You were supposed to recruit new members, not babysit someone else’s kid!” Gani complained, watching Arya as she prepared coffee.
“Yeah, well, that’s our new host. Now, could you update Alwin’s profile on the website and app? We’re uploading it today.”
“What the hell? Look at his eyes!” Gani grabbed Alwin by the collar, lifting him slightly to examine the young man’s angelic face more closely.
“Shit! His pupils are dilated! Are you serious, Arya? What kind of junkie did you recruit?!”
Arya turned around, coffee mug in hand, to check on Alwin. She stepped up beside Gani—leaning over—and saw exactly what Gani was pointing out.
Alwin’s brown pupils were indeed dilated.
“Holy shit, you’re right. I didn’t notice that last night.” Arya was taken aback.
“You’ve got to be kidding me, Arya!”
“He’s on some heavy meds, but it’s all doctor-prescribed,” Arya pulled out her phone, showing Gani photos of the medications Alwin had taken the previous night.
“These are related to his depression, and maybe there are other diagnoses. He doesn’t talk about it much, but from what I got from my uncle, these meds can treat various symptoms— borderline personality disorder, bipolar, even schizophrenia. I’m not sure exactly what he has, but definitely severe depression.” Arya explained, then added with a slight grin, “Maybe he’s just a little… crazy?”
Gani checked Arya’s phone, scrolling through her conversations with her uncle, a doctor, about the information on Alwin’s meds.
Arya’s family was practically royalty in the medical field, so it wasn’t surprising that she knew so much.
Gani stared at Alwin with a mix of horror and curiosity.
The young man stared back at him with those blank eyes.
His head lolled back slightly, exposing his long neck, his lips slightly parted.
‘He’s still good-looking, even when he’s completely wasted,’ Gani admitted to himself. Alwin was physically impressive, despite his aggravating temperament.
Maybe this was better. Alwin, high as a kite, was a lot easier to handle and way sweeter than the sober version.
Slowly, Gani released his grip on Alwin’s collar.
Arya set down her coffee cup and gently caught Alwin’s body, adjusting him so his head rested comfortably against the back of the couch.
Arya handled Alwin as if he were a fragile, priceless artifact. The sight of it made Gani’s eyes sting.
“You’re still babysitting him!” Gani laughed sarcastically, crossing his arms over his chest. “What exactly do you expect to get from someone this messed up?”
“It’s fine. Eventually, he’s going to bring in a lot of money for the club. Trust me.” Arya smiled confidently.
She brushed back Alwin’s tousled hair, gently smoothing it out while assessing him.
“Hey, future cash cow. Rest up so I can exploit you later.”
“Tch!”
“How many proposals do you think we’ll get within 24 hours of releasing his profile? Fadela already helped me dig up a ton of his old photos from when he was still active as a swimmer. Some pretty cool and… spicy ones. I’m sure they’ll attract a lot of clients.”
“I don’t care how handsome he is, it’s useless if he’s strung out like that!” Gani flopped down on the sofa across from Arya, crossing his long legs on the table.
Arya shot Gani a frown. “Since when did you start disagreeing with me?”
“Yeah, this is the first time I actually think your judgment is off.”
Before Arya could respond, the rest of the club members walked into the rec room. Seeing Arya, Gani, and Alwin gathered together, the trio couldn’t resist making jokes.
“Well, well, well, what’s going on here? Is the initiation ceremony already underway?” Bimo teased, plopping down on the sofa next to Gani.