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Chapter 10

Three months.

Three months of wondering if Aren was rotting in some unmarked grave. Three months of Kei was filing missing person reports that went nowhere. Three months of Kei was checking his empty desk every morning, hoping.

And then he just walked back into the office like he'd been on vacation.

Zea watched her workmate settle at his usual desk. Same crooked smile. Same habit of tapping his pen against his coffee mug—tap tap tap, rhythm never changing. But something fundamental had shifted. 

His eyes held shadows that hadn't been there before. Deep, ancient shadows that seemed to swallow light rather than reflect it.

"We thought you were dead," she whispered during their lunch break. Her voice cracked with equal parts relief and accusation.

The break room felt too empty. Too quiet. The hum of the refrigerator amplified the tremor in her words.

Aren laughed.

The sound was hollow. It echoed strangely in the sterile space, bouncing off walls at wrong angles.

"The scientist who recruited me was obsessed with early human civilization stories." He stirred his coffee with deliberate slowness. 

The spoon made hypnotic circles that seemed to follow no natural rhythm—counterclockwise, then clockwise, then stopping mid-rotation. "Completely mad about them. I got curious. Applied to his institute just to investigate these tentacle specimens that supposedly came from ancient plants."

Zea leaned forward. Her forensic instincts prickled like static electricity on skin.

As a forensic botanist, she analyzed plant evidence from crime scenes. Pollen grains that could place a suspect at a murder site. Root fragments that revealed where bodies were buried. Botanical toxins that killed without leaving obvious traces. Her expertise in plant forensics made her invaluable to law enforcement.

It also made her understand how botanical mysteries could consume someone.

But three months without contact wasn't normal curiosity.

It was obsession.

Or something worse.

"Ancient plants?" The words tasted like copper in her mouth. Metallic and wrong.

"Prehistoric specimens. Pre-human." Aren's fingers drummed against the table in an irregular pattern that made her skin crawl. Too many beats. Wrong intervals. As if played by something with more than five fingers. "After I satisfied my curiosity, I decided to return to the city. Turned out the research was a dead end anyway."

His smile never reached his eyes.

And when he thought no one was looking, Zea caught him staring at his hands as if they belonged to someone else. 

Flexing his fingers with a mixture of fascination and disgust. Like a pianist forced to play an inferior instrument.

Something about his story felt rehearsed. Hollow. Like a script he'd memorized but didn't quite believe himself. 

The cadence was wrong. The pauses too calculated. The details too vague for someone who'd supposedly spent three months consumed by research. But Zea pushed her suspicions aside.

Relief flooded through her—warm and overwhelming. Aren was alive. Kei was allright. That was all that mattered, wasn't it?

She could investigate the inconsistencies later. Could ask more probing questions when he'd had time to readjust.

For now, she just wanted her colleague and Kei back. Her friends.

"I'm just glad you're back," she said, squeezing his shoulder.

The muscle beneath felt oddly cold through his shirt. But she attributed it to the office air conditioning.

"The lab hasn't been the same without you."


They returned to work. Threw themselves into their latest case with the familiar rhythm of professional collaboration.

The victim was a young man. Handsome maybe. But the violence done to him was horrific.

Sexual assault. Brutal inhuman torture.

His face was completely destroyed. Unrecognizable pulp where features should have been. Reduced to raw meat and shattered bone that made even seasoned investigators flinch.

Zea spread the crime scene photos across her desk. She studied the botanical evidence with meticulous attention.

"Pollen samples suggest he was killed near the old industrial district. The plant matter embedded in his clothing indicates—"

She leaned closer. Examined a particularly interesting specimen with her magnifying glass.

"—wait, this is unusual. There are spores here that shouldn't exist in this climate zone. They're subtropical species, but we're in a temperate region—"

"No. It's him!"

Aren's voice cut through her analysis. Sharp and strange. Pitched higher than his normal register.

She looked up, startled.

Aren stood frozen beside the examination table. Staring down at the corpse with an expression she couldn't read. Something between recognition and rage. Grief and satisfaction. His face had gone completely white. Bloodless. Making his eyes look too dark by contrast.

"Aren? What is it?"

"I... nothing. Just..." He swallowed hard. His hands trembled as they gripped the table's edge with enough force to make his knuckles turn bone-white. "The brutality of it. Still gets to me sometimes."

Something cold crawled up Zea's spine. Serpentine and insidious.


Chapter 11

In all their years working together, she'd never seen Aren react like this to a body. He was usually clinical. Detached. Professional. 

She'd watched him examine decomposed corpses, dismembered remains, victims of the most grotesque violence—all with the same calm, analytical demeanor.

But now he looked like he might either vomit or pass out. His breathing was shallow and irregular. What she couldn't see—what no human could perceive—was the recognition burning behind those stolen eyes.

The god wearing Aren's face stared down at its own mutilated corpse and felt... nothing.

No grief. No horror.

Only mild irritation that this original shell—this beautiful vessel Kei’s loved and adored—came back to him.

At least that mad scientist had been thorough. Demolishing the head before dumping the body. No one needed to know the real Aren lay on this examination table, reduced to evidence in a manila folder.

It had been so beautiful once, this body. Perfect bone structure. Expressive eyes. A smile that could charm information from the most reluctant witnesses.

Nam'Vareth reminisced about Aren's original features the way a thief might remember a particularly fine coat they'd stolen—with appreciation but no real attachment.


“But still it was mildly inconvenient that the scientist had only just now decided to dump the remains, but the body was still perfectly preserved from its three-month rest." he silently thought.

"I'll take over this case," it said, forcing Aren's voice to sound steady. Professional. "You should go. Your boyfriend's here."

Zea followed his gaze to the doorway.

Her breath caught.


Lucien leaned against the doorframe with casual elegance. One hand braced against the wood. Shirt hanging open to reveal that lean, muscled torso—the perfect build for a submissive. Every dominant's dream.

His dark hair was disheveled in that carelessly elegant way that looked artless but probably took effort. Shirt wrinkled and half-unbuttoned as if he'd dressed in a hurry. Or simply didn't care about appearances.

Intricate tattoos flowed like dark water from his left shoulder down his arm. Ending in delicate patterns across his fingers that looked almost like ancient script.

Zea had heard rumors of his family’s deep, occult ties, whispering that the tattoos were maps to knowledge older than civilization. She never took the rumors seriously.

A flash of memory hit her—

Lucien bound and breathless beneath her. Lost in subspace. Those gorgeous sounds he made when she pushed him to his limits. The way his body would arch like a bow drawn taut...

"Zea."

Aren's voice snapped her back to reality. Sharp as a slap.

He was watching her with an odd expression. Head tilted at an angle that seemed just slightly wrong. Too far. Held too still. Like a predator calculating the best angle of attack.

"Go enjoy your date."

"He's not my boyfriend," she said automatically.

But her voice sounded distant even to her own ears. Dreamlike.

Lucien's lips curved into that maddeningly confident smirk. Dark eyes tracking the flush creeping up her neck with obvious appreciation.

"Maestra. Ready to go?"

"I'm working," she replied.

But even as she said it, she was already reaching for her jacket. Her body betraying her mind's protests with every unconscious movement toward him.

"The case can wait," Aren insisted. Moving to block her view of the body with deliberate precision. Positioning himself between her and the examination table like a barrier. "I've got this covered. Really. You've been working double shifts all week—take a break."

There was something urgent in his tone. Almost desperate.

As if he needed her gone. Needed her away from this particular body for reasons he couldn't articulate.

Then Aren's voice dropped to a husky whisper that made her skin crawl with its unfamiliar cadence:

"If he's not your boyfriend... may I claim and devour him?"

The words hung in the air like smoke.

Strange and wrong.

Lucien's laughter was rich and dark. A sound that spoke of understanding—understanding of things most humans couldn't comprehend.

"Hungry already, ancient one?"

Zea stared between them. Alarm bells shrieking in her mind like a security system gone haywire.

Since when was Aren into men?

In all the years they'd worked together, he'd exclusively dated women. Had waxed poetic about his various girlfriends with genuine affection. And what the hell did he mean by 'devour him'?

The phrasing was wrong. Too literal. Too strange. Like someone who'd learned human speech from outdated texts and hadn't quite mastered the colloquialisms.

And Lucien's response—"ancient one"?

What kind of joke was that?

Or was it a joke at all?

The thing wearing Aren's face laughed. But the sound was wrong. Too melodic. Too layered with harmonics that human vocal cords couldn't possibly produce. Like a choir singing in inhuman registers.

"Just joking," it said quickly. Forcing the laugh to sound more normal. More human. "You know how crime scenes affect me. Makes me say weird things. Dark humor and all that. I can smell he is yours."

Smell?


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Chapter 1

The briefing room reeked of antiseptic and fear. Commander Alke Wren stood at attention, his black uniform pressed to military perfection, every crease a testament to the rigid discipline that had carried him through twelve years of service. 

The holographic projector hummed to life, casting blue-tinged images across the sterile metal walls.

"Sit," Captain Helena Vex commanded, her cybernetic eye whirring as it focused on him. The red lens gleamed like a drop of blood in her pale face.

Alke remained standing. "Ma'am, I prefer—"

"I said sit." Her voice could have frozen plasma.

He obeyed, the metal chair cold against his spine. Vex slid a data pad across the table, her movements precise as a surgeon's blade. 

The screen flickered to life, displaying surveillance footage that made Alke's jaw clench involuntarily.

Bodies. Touching. Writhing together in defiance of every law that kept Eden-9 civilized.

"Sector 7," Vex said, her tone clinical. "Three illegal establishments operating in the underground. Touch clubs, Commander. Breeding grounds for chaos and disease."

The footage shifted to a new location—dimly lit corridors, red silk curtains, faces twisted in what the government called "touch addiction." But Alke found himself studying those faces more carefully than protocol demanded. 

They didn't look diseased. 

They looked... alive.

"Your target," Vex continued, tapping the screen with one manicured finger, "is here. Velvet Eden. The largest and most dangerous of these establishments."

A new image appeared: a man with silver hair moving through crowds of people like liquid mercury. Even in the grainy surveillance footage, his presence commanded attention. 

He was beautiful in a way that felt dangerous, forbidden.

"Laich Von Trossingen," Vex spat the name like a curse. "Age twenty-nine. Multiple arrests for unlawful assembly, conspiracy, and..." she paused dramatically, "administering illegal touch to youngsters."

Something cold settled in Alke's stomach. "Youngsters?"

"Touch addiction starts young, Commander. Trossingen preys on the vulnerable, the desperate. He's built an empire on human weakness." Vex leaned forward, her good eye boring into him. "Your mission is simple. Infiltrate. Document. Arrest. In that order."

Alke studied the footage again. Trossingen was laughing at something, his head thrown back, exposing the long line of his throat. 

For a moment, something flickered in the commander's chest—an unfamiliar sensation he couldn't name.

"Ma’am," he said carefully, "wouldn't a traditional raid be more efficient? We could mobilize three squads, surround the facility—"

"These aren't common criminals, Wren." Vex's cybernetic eye clicked as it refocused. "They're organized. Prepared. Every raid we've attempted has resulted in empty buildings and vanished subjects. Someone's feeding them information."

The implication hung in the air like smoke. A mole in the force. Alke had heard whispers, rumors of officers who'd grown too sympathetic to the touch-addicted. Officers who'd been quietly reassigned to sanitation duty or worse.

"You're going undercover," Vex continued. "Your psychological profile indicates a complete inability to be swayed by... physical temptation. You're perfect for this assignment."

Perfect. Alke had heard that word applied to him before. Perfect soldier. Perfect record. Perfect example of Eden-9's ideal citizen—untouched, uncompromised, unbreakable.

"When do I begin?"

"Tonight." Vex stood, her uniform rustling with military precision. "You'll pose as a curious civilian. Document everything—faces, activities, financial transactions. Build a case that will shut down not just Velvet Eden, but every touch club in the sector."

She paused at the door, her hand on the scanner. "Commander? Don't let me down. The Council is watching this operation personally. Success means promotion. Failure means..." She didn't finish the sentence. She didn't need to.

Alone in the briefing room, Alke stared at the frozen image of Laich Von Trossingen. The man's eyes seemed to look directly at him through the screen, as if he could see across time and space to this sterile room where his fate was being decided.

Alke's hand moved toward the holographic display, almost touching the projection before he caught himself. The light played across his pale fingers, creating the illusion of contact where none existed.

For twelve years, he'd never questioned the Touch Prohibition Laws. Physical contact led to chaos, disease, the collapse of civilization itself. 

He'd seen the historical footage from the Chaos Years—cities burning, societies crumbling as people abandoned duty for pleasure, order for sensation.

But something about Trossingen's face nagged at him. The man didn't look insane or diseased. He looked... free.

Alke closed the file with sharp movement, the hologram dissolving into pixels. He had his orders. He was the perfect soldier for this mission.

So why did his hands shake as he headed for the door?

The corridors of Command Center stretched before him like arteries of chrome and glass, humming with the quiet efficiency of Eden-9's heartbeat. 

Officers moved past him with mechanical precision, their faces blank, their bodies maintaining the regulation two-foot distance from one another.

Alke's apartment was waiting: four walls of regulation gray, a single bed with white sheets, a bathroom mirror that reflected his unmarked skin back at him every morning. Perfect. Sterile. Safe.

Tonight, he would enter a world where safety was a forgotten concept, where people deliberately chose chaos over order, pleasure over discipline.

Tonight, he would meet Laich Von Trossingen.

The thought sent an unfamiliar shiver down his spine—not fear, exactly, but something far more dangerous.

Anticipation.

Chapter 2

The underground tunnels of Sector 7 reeked of rebellion.

Alke pressed his back against the damp concrete wall, listening to the distant thrum of bass that vibrated through steel and stone. 

His civilian clothes—dark jeans and a plain black shirt—felt like a costume, foreign against skin accustomed to military precision. 

Every fiber of his being screamed that he didn't belong here, in this maze of shadows and sin that existed beneath Eden-9's sterile surface.

But that was exactly why he had to be here.

The scent hit him first. 

Sandalwood and something else—something warm and alive that made his nostrils flare involuntarily. 

It was the smell of bodies, of sweat and desire and the forbidden musk of human contact. His training kicked in, cataloging every detail: the moisture beading on the tunnel walls, the way sound echoed differently down here, the subtle vibrations that suggested heavy foot traffic despite the late hour.

He followed a group of three people deeper into the labyrinth, maintaining proper surveillance distance. 

A woman with wild curls threw her head back laughing at something her companion whispered. The sound was... unrestrained. 

Raw. 

Nothing like the controlled, measured responses he was used to hearing in the upper city.

The tunnels branched and twisted, a deliberate maze designed to confuse law enforcement. Clever bastards. 

Alke mentally mapped each turn, each landmark—a rust stain here, a broken light fixture there. He'd need to remember the way out when this mission went sideways.

And it would go sideways. They always did, down here in the dark.

The bass grew louder, accompanied now by other sounds that made his jaw clench. Soft moans. Whispered endearments. The wet slide of lips meeting lips. 

Christ, were people actually—

A door materialized out of the shadows ahead. Massive, reinforced steel painted black, with no visible handle or lock. 

The three people he'd been following approached it without hesitation. One of them—a tall man with intricate scarification covering his arms—pressed his palm against a scanner hidden in the door frame.

The scanner pulsed red once, then green. The door opened with a whisper-quiet hiss.

"Well, well."

Alke spun, his hand automatically reaching for a weapon that wasn't there. A mountain of a man had appeared behind him, silent as smoke despite his size. 

Barrel chest, full beard, arms like tree trunks. But it was his eyes that caught Alke off guard—kind eyes, sad eyes, eyes that had seen too much suffering.

"You look like someone who's never been properly touched," the bouncer said, his voice a low rumble that seemed to come from somewhere deep in his chest.

Alke's throat went dry. "I'm sorry?"

The giant smiled, and the expression transformed his entire face. "Don't be sorry, brother. We've all been there." He gestured toward the hidden door. "First time at Velvet Eden?"

Play the part. "Is it that obvious?"

"You're wound tighter than a government-issue chronometer." The bouncer's eyes flicked to Alke's wrist, where his military timepiece sat like a brand. Shit. He should have removed it, but the thing had been part of him for so long—

"Name's Bear," the bouncer continued, seemingly oblivious to Alke's internal panic. "Marcus Kowalski, but everyone calls me Bear. You got a name, or do I keep calling you 'uptight government boy' in my head?"

Another test. Another trap. "Marcus," Alke said, using the cover identity he'd prepared. "Marcus Stone."

Bear's laugh was genuine, delighted. "Two Marcuses! What are the odds?" He clapped Alke on the shoulder, and the contact sent an unexpected jolt through his nervous system. 

When was the last time someone had touched him casually? 

Without rank or protocol or purpose beyond simple human connection?

He couldn't remember.

"Come on, Marcus-not-me," Bear said, turning toward the door. "Let me introduce you to paradise."

The scanner read Bear's palm, and the door opened again. But this time, Alke could see beyond the threshold.

Heat hit him first—not just temperature, but something deeper. The heat of bodies pressed together, of breath mingling, of skin finding skin in the darkness. 

The air was thick with incense and something else, something organic and alive that made his pulse quicken despite himself.

Then came the sound. Not just music, though there was that—a hypnotic electronic rhythm that seemed to pulse in time with his heartbeat. But underneath it, weaving through it, was the symphony of human pleasure. Soft gasps. Whispered names. The rustle of fabric being pushed aside, the wet slide of—

"Overwhelming at first, isn't it?" Bear's voice was gentle, understanding. "Your body's been starved so long, it doesn't know how to process all this sensation at once."

Alke forced his breathing to steady, maintaining his composure. But his eyes betrayed him, drinking in the scene before him like a man dying of thirst.

Velvet Eden was exactly what its name promised. Crimson silk hung from the ceiling in cascading waves, creating intimate alcoves and hidden spaces. 

The lighting was soft, golden, casting everything in warm honey tones that made skin glow like polished amber. 

Bodies moved through the space with fluid grace—dancing, touching, exploring with the reverence of people rediscovering a lost religion.

And through it all, threading between the couples and groups like a dark angel, moved the most beautiful man Alke had ever seen.

Silver hair caught the light as he turned his head, revealing a profile that belonged on ancient sculptures. 

His skin was pale as moonlight, marked with intricate tattoos that flowed across his torso and arms like living artwork.