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When Love Isn’t Soft: The Allure of the Boy Who Never Got to Be One

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Sunday, April 27, 2025


Some stories aren’t about fairytales.

They’re about fire. Burn scars. And how two broken people can still find warmth in the wreckage.


Alwin isn’t your typical romantic lead. He’s cold, calculated, and always one step away from walking off the edge. But that’s what makes him unforgettable. Not because he’s heartless—but because we know, deep down, his heart was stolen from him long ago.


He was just a boy when his mother looked him in the eyes and said:

“You have to be the best. That’s the only way.”


Not safe.

Not happy.

Not loved.

Just—“the best.”


He didn’t get a childhood. He got expectations.

He didn’t get lullabies. He got training camps.

And now, as a man, he wears silence like armor and indifference like a second skin.


So when his ex—beautiful, manipulative, conveniently “in love” again—tried to slither back into his life, he didn’t flinch.

“You’re just bored,” he said.


And then there’s Arya. The girl who poked at his chest like it was hers, smirked through his walls, and never once asked him to be better—just real.


Their relationship?

It’s not soft. It’s not clean.

It’s mutual chaos. Emotional bartering. A dance on the edge of destruction.


Arya doesn’t fall in love with Alwin.

She wrestles him into it.


She doesn’t ask him to open up.

She just stands still long enough for him to want to.


And maybe, just maybe—that’s the kind of love that lasts.


Because when he zones out—triggered by old memories of a boy left behind—Arya doesn’t run.

She touches his shoulder.

She grounds him.

She brings him back.


So no, this isn’t a story about finding “the one.”


It’s about finding the person who sees your broken parts—and says,

“I’ll stay anyway.”



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He was done playing along.

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Saturday, April 26, 2025



When silence says everything—and lies unravel the truth.


Arya didn’t expect it to feel like this.


Not the stillness.

Not the ache.

And definitely not the way the morning sunlight made Alwin look like he belonged to a world she couldn’t touch.


They’d slept together.

But this wasn’t closeness.


This was the kind of quiet that felt final.


No words. No promises. Just a shared bench in the park and the weight of something unspoken between them.


Then came the car.

Ranti’s car.

And Alwin—always too quick to run—didn’t even say goodbye. He walked away like the night they shared meant nothing.


But Arya?

She couldn’t let it end like that. Not with a lie still festering in her chest.


So she told the truth.


She told Ranti that Alwin’s heart had stopped—literally.

That he had collapsed. That she’d revived him. That she’d lied to protect her, to protect him.


And Ranti cried like she cared. Like it broke her.


But inside the car, Alwin watched those tears and felt nothing but rage.


Because he knew those tears. Knew the way she used them—weaponized them.


“This woman is a snake.”


To her, he wasn’t a son.

He was an accessory. A project. A broken thing to polish and show off over dinner.


Let her pretend, he thought. Let her perform.

He was done playing along.



This isn’t a love story.

It’s a story about people breaking quietly.

And the ones who still dare to care.


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